I sit and listen to a hand-held radio
in the closet of my bedroom
I think i’m going for a summertime sleepwalk
I think you might be coming over soon
I know the universe is made of leather
I know there’s grass under your big black boots
I think i’m just another sycamore sweetheart
I think I’m losing my youth
I know there’s blood inside your cold white body
I know there’s powder on both of our moons
the sound of music is a mercy killer
the sound of everything’s a needle in my nerve
with your tongue over a rum sipper
I became white owl I became the riverbed
when i was looking for the coldest of my friends
I hope to see you from my window
before the prairie turns to mud
we share blood
I never know just when you’re gonna come find me
I never know what form the cool will take
I know you’re kinda like a Nosferatu
I know your nature is to complicate
I know I’ll never have your cold white body
I know you live inside the wind and fog
I lay awake with amnesia and a puncture
I know your kinda like a death rocking meadow witch
following a jealous god
I trace away the negative that forms your silhouette
and the dotted yellow of your cigarette
we put our mouths into the water, put our mouths up to our skin
you sound the cricket, and the river’s violin
I know the body’s only twenty, but you have a thousand years
you only found me when I called out to the deer
I know that you could hear me screaming
when I was drowning in the flood
we share blood
Love is invisible, love is dead
Love is indifferent, love is dread
Love on a needle, love on a thread
Love lies on under dry flower beds
Copyright - Joseph Gárate, 2020
I found a baby in the woods
he had a mark upon his belly
I wondered what I had to do
I wondered how I got so lucky
I found a baby with the blood so sweet
Only terror coursing through the tender meat
but when I took him in my arms, I could see
He’d been lying there crying for a week
because nobody had stopped to help him go to sleep
or give him peace
I found a baby, only god knows why
I should drown him in the water
to keep him from prying eyes
when every sorcerer is clamoring
for a child so fine
why can’t I pretend he’s mine?
It seems our lives should be combined.
now the only thing that brings me joy
Is the feeling that I get I when I’m destroyed
In the glimmer of my metal lives a boy
I take out every bit of evil with the sharpest of my needles
I took my baby to the woods
I left a mark upon his belly
I lay him down beside the brook
I hope somebody finds my baby
about
These two songs were released separately and are fine as stand-alone songs. However they work in my mind as a couple and feel related to me. They were produced and recorded in similar ways and both come from demos made in New York hotel lobbies and various other unusual places. There are bits of natural and supernatural imagery that I haven't really found in any other songs of mine.
credits
released April 15, 2021
We Share Blood:
Lyrics by Joseph Gárate
Music by Joseph Gárate and Andrew Narváez
All Instruments, vocals, samples, and programing by Joseph Gárate
Bass: Andrew Narváez
Produced by Jonathan Soucy and Joseph Gárate
Mixed by Jonathan Soucy at Electroman Studios, Los Angeles
Mastered by Paul Logus at PLX Mastering
I Found a Baby in the Woods:
Words and music by Joseph Gárate
All instruments, vocals, samples, and programing by Joseph Gárate
Produced by Jonathan Soucy and Joseph Gárate
Mixed by Jonathan Soucy at Electroman Studios in Los Angeles
Mastered by Paul Logus at PLX Mastering
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